Advice?

I have gotten alot of great advice from everyone here, so I am looking for it again... I will not be able to have the surgery. I lost my medicaid, and my boyfriend's insurance will not add me since we're not married. I am still looking for ways to lose weight. I love food, and I have alot of trouble saying no to food. I have tried the diet pills. They only thing they have done is helped me have miscarriages. Since I have taken the diet pills, I have had several miscarriages. I do not have a way to go to the gym. I can't drive, and I have my daughter all the time. I do not have a babysitter. What can I do at home, and what can I eat and still loose weight? I am desperate. My b/f family treats me like an outsider because of my weight. They are the reason I have really low self- esteem and low confidence. For a girl's night out, I get to babysit all the kids while they go out. If we are all together, they hang together and I am the one ignored. IF the family has a little out togther at the park, like for them to play basketball or something, I am the one responsible for the kids. I am tired of this. I need a way out of this life. I want to show them that I am good enough for them. I want to look good, and feel good. I am in pain all the time, I cry most of the time, and it hurts even more because I am treated like a social reject and I have noone to talk to. Is there any advice on what I can do and eat to help me lose weight?

First thing you need to do is great away from those people. You will never have success if someone is putting you down. I think Weigh****chers is a good diet to be on because nothing is off limits. Take care Betty

Weigh****chers has an online version. E-diets also has an online version. Don't give up. I also agree with the other poster. If those people are treating you so badly, then get away from them. They aren't worth you getting upset.

I have tried on more than one occasion to get away. They are my boyfriend's family. I can't leave him becasue of them. We have been through so much together. His nieces love me to death. They have told me that they didn't want me to lose weight. I would look like their aunt ( she stays on drugs constantly), and I wouldn't be their pillow any more. I have a big heart. It is hard for me to say no to anyone. I allowed my boyfriend's sister to use my bank account to pay her cell phone---$73.00 I found out that she isn't planning on paying me. Made me mad, but my fault. Anyways, I need something that doesn't really cost alot. I am broke, right now my source of income is my boyfriend. I am in school full time. I want to be a Kentucky State Trooper to show everyone that I can accomplish a major goal that I set for myself. Thanks for the feed back... I will check into it. I have heard of it. My Algebra professor last semester kinda made a joke of Weigh****chers. He used our class time as his personal exercise program...lol