Thursday morning...

Hey Sherri, I gave my sister your contact info. I'm getting snail address I have typed up for her also. I hate being so moody lately. It's distracting from the person I normally am and I hate it. I guess deep down because I didn't get any help at all when I was pregnant with Gage (my mom actually kicked me out of her house and I lived in my car for two months) and all that still unsettled resentment about them not accepting me raising him on my own... and still coming to terms with my dad's passing (we had a really extremly disfunctional relationship for most of my childhood and adulthood and my dad was willing to finally go the extra mile to reach out to me when he died. Heck the ONLY pic of him with Gage EVER was taken just this last summer, how sad!) that it's all playing with my pregnancy hormones. It's embrassing and hurtful that I'm allowing myself to wallow like I am. IT's just not me. Sarah once again, today, told me to remind everyone here that they are more then welcomed to call or stop by her store (Check N Go in Beech Grove on Emerson) concerning the baby shower. She really wants me out of the loop other then giving her what addresses I have already so that I can be surprised and she totally understands (as do I) that not everyone is going to be able to attend for a variety of reasons. My mom worked with an ig-it like that when she use to work for the research and lab department for Alcoa. People like that make any working enviroment an emotional hazard for everyone. How UGH!!!!! Personally, I don't understand how some people like that get job advancements. Sorry about that dinner! Jeez, where did you eat at? We got a pre wedding gift from Matt's mom. 300 + lbs of cow. Yep Cow. So we are currently eating steaks out the ying yang. I had to go get another freezer just to finish storing everything. Lord knows it will help us out financially for not buying groceries for awhile, but gosh all might - what a lot of cow! Hope tomorrow is better for ya Hugs Jodi