Two Years Ago Today-I was reborn
Two years ago today, I underwent Gastric Bypass.
Seems like it was just yesterday-
I wish I had that wonderful perfect story everyone has- The.."I had this surgery, it changed my life, and I am at my goal weight...I am living happily ever after"...But I can't.
In fact, I am not even close to goal.
I started this journey at a whopping 340 lbs- Just saying that makes me want to cringe. Looking at my pictures makes me ill-340 HUGE pounds.
Today, I fluctuate between 240-248 lbs- give or take water days-Going from a 6X to a 2X which is A far cry from 340lbs- but not close to the 140-160 Goal I had..or that "size 8" I always envisioned myself in.
In fact, On Friday, August 18th- I find out what surgical procedures I will undertake to fix what did not occur- The fact that I fall into the small percentile that does not have major success with their gastric bypass.
To date, 2 years later, I still have vomitting, severe pain, and the inability to eat. 5 weeks ago, my PCP called me in after my quarterly visit and told me it was urgent that I get to his office right away...After 20 months of no medication, it seems that my pancreas decided to stop working.
Long story short, I am now on insulin twice a day, as well as four pills to address my diabetes. In six weeks, thanks to the wonders of drugs, I have put on 10 lbs. Something I have avoided in 20 months-
Depressed? Slightly...
But Blessed none the less...
Without Gastric Bypass- I could be dead, have had a stroke, or incapacitated.
Without Gastric Bypass- my life would not be as enriched as it has been
Without Gastric Bypass- Many whom I have befriended would not be in my life today.
I am overall healthier, happier, and Blessed...
Still a part of me wishes, that I could be like the norm- To be able to stand here and tell everyone that I met my goal, and that I have nothing left to fear...
I have three surgical options being considered....And will know what the end decision will be on the 18th- I hope that with this decision, it will move me one step closer to my goal...
Meanwhile, I will continue to be blessed- and keep on encouraging folks to take a step towards correcting their health. We all can not be poster children, but together we support the cause.
much 
Denise
Seems like it was just yesterday-
I wish I had that wonderful perfect story everyone has- The.."I had this surgery, it changed my life, and I am at my goal weight...I am living happily ever after"...But I can't.
In fact, I am not even close to goal.
I started this journey at a whopping 340 lbs- Just saying that makes me want to cringe. Looking at my pictures makes me ill-340 HUGE pounds.
Today, I fluctuate between 240-248 lbs- give or take water days-Going from a 6X to a 2X which is A far cry from 340lbs- but not close to the 140-160 Goal I had..or that "size 8" I always envisioned myself in.
In fact, On Friday, August 18th- I find out what surgical procedures I will undertake to fix what did not occur- The fact that I fall into the small percentile that does not have major success with their gastric bypass.
To date, 2 years later, I still have vomitting, severe pain, and the inability to eat. 5 weeks ago, my PCP called me in after my quarterly visit and told me it was urgent that I get to his office right away...After 20 months of no medication, it seems that my pancreas decided to stop working.
Long story short, I am now on insulin twice a day, as well as four pills to address my diabetes. In six weeks, thanks to the wonders of drugs, I have put on 10 lbs. Something I have avoided in 20 months-
Depressed? Slightly...
But Blessed none the less...
Without Gastric Bypass- I could be dead, have had a stroke, or incapacitated.
Without Gastric Bypass- my life would not be as enriched as it has been
Without Gastric Bypass- Many whom I have befriended would not be in my life today.
I am overall healthier, happier, and Blessed...
Still a part of me wishes, that I could be like the norm- To be able to stand here and tell everyone that I met my goal, and that I have nothing left to fear...
I have three surgical options being considered....And will know what the end decision will be on the 18th- I hope that with this decision, it will move me one step closer to my goal...
Meanwhile, I will continue to be blessed- and keep on encouraging folks to take a step towards correcting their health. We all can not be poster children, but together we support the cause.
much
Denise 
Denise-you know I luvs you! I hope Dr. S. can fix you up nice and good...
Please let us know what he says this week...despite all, I'm so glad you have a great attitude! Keep your chin up, pretty lady!
Don't forget...when you do have your next procedure, take it EASY and take care of YOU. You are the BUSIEST lady I know...and I'm pretty darn busy...so that's saying a lot
Congrats on your success Denise, you look amazing. I'm sorry to hear of your setbacks.
I can relate with not making that size 8 or even 10 that we'd hope of...I started at 340 myself and still have a pretty healthy amount to lose... however, when I think of where I came from, I am so very very very thankful...
I hope you have success with your health from this point forward!!
Tami
Hey Denise!! It's so good to see you post. I've missed you. I'm sorry sorry that I haven't done a good job with staying touch. I remember the night before your surgery and the many talks we've had since then. I admire your strength and your positive attitude despite the problems you've had with the surgery. I know it makes it tough to post about since so many people post only the joys.You're in my prayers that the Drs can correct the problem.
I have to say though...you look good!!
Stay positive and be well my friend.
You're always in my prayers,
Tonya
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