
Hi everyone...hope you are all having a good week thus far...I just needed to whine a little...I had an appt today with an ortho dr because my right knee has become so painful I can hardly walk on it....well I already knew what he was gonna, so why I even bothered to go is beyond me but anyway...he say my knee is wearing away on the inside and its because I am FAT....of course he didn't say the F word he say because of all the excessive weight...

...but I knew it...as we all know most of our aches and pains are from this dam ole weight...anyway he said there was nothing he could do for me till I lose alot of weight...then I will need a complete knee reconstrution...oh joy!!!!...I am very frustrated waiting to hear whether my appeal has been approved or denied...

...I guess I am just feeling a little blue today...plus I am applying disablity and it was denied for the second time also so now its onto a hearing...just wish something would give...I so am about ready to give up but I know I have come to far to do that....thank you all for letting me get this off my chest...I just need some encouragement and reassurrance that it will all be ok...like my mother always use to tell me "It's a great life, if you don't weaken!!" well sorry mom (god rest her soul) but I believe I am starting to get weak...
Love to all
April