Thanks to you all!!!!! I feed WONDERFUL.................... AND so should you. 2 our health, Renee'

Wendy, Sorry to hear that you are still struggling with the throwing up thing. I thought that was getting better. I hope you are back to 100% soon. It stinks to feel sick. I have dumped more times this month then I have since my surgery (5times) but for me it is not a virus it is pushing my limits on my eating. You would think that I would get smart. Well maybe now I will, here's hoping. Well in light of that comment I have to go and take the cookies out of the oven. LOL They are for the daycare kids. (I think) Anyway hope your feeling better soon Lynn

Kerri, I would really appreciate the info on training for the half marathon. I like having a goal to work towards it makes me more accountable. Congrats on the skirt. And the boots sound lovely. I might have to get some of those myself. I think a pair of sexy boots would be fun. Lynn

I just cant post what I ate til I get this semi bulemia thing off my back! I can't count things if they don't stay down! But I did better yesterday with everything except dinner. And I got much more water in. I am glad things are better at home now for you! Wendy

Yeah! I know what you mean exactly! I don't see me different. I look and I look and I say I see it and yet I don FEEL it. I feel FAT! Even if I get the tummy tuck, I still will have the arms and thighs all flappin' around. I may get a breast reduction and lift, but I don't know if I will cause my dh is soooo against it. But my boobs are so sad!!!! I was at Big Boy with my dh last night and I looked around at all the fat people. For some reason there were alot of overweight people there last night and I wondered how many of them were looking at me and thinking about how fat I was! What a weird way to think. I am always asking Ron if he thinks I look fat, but he keeps saying no and I keep thinking he is lying. So WHY do I keep asking? I hope I can have the tummy tuck done because I am hoping that will help my attitude. But if it doesn't I may have to go back to counseling. I have even started making myself throw up again now and then. I don't like that. I lost so much weight while I was sick that now that I can eat, I feel guilty about every thing that goes in my mouth! Wendy